Viktor Petersson posted this photo on 9/11/21, 1:13 AM, 4 people liked it and 0 left a comment. Used 14 hashtags, such as mentalhealth , mentalhealthawareness , kalmarff .

Let me tell you something. This was emotional. Where am I? I’m right here. In the area that once was like my second home. And after a while I started to cry. Memories.. too many bad memories. It’s been 10 or 11 years now since I was at the stands for almost every home game. And early mornings.. late nights.. the games away from home. Norrköping.. Gothenburg.. Åtvidaberg.. Borås.. you name it. But despite all that it was not fun. It was not fun at all to be honest. Forget about all the results. Sometimes you win and sometimes you don’t.. that’s how it is. I had bigger problems than football at that time. Depression.. anxiety.. heartbroken moments. Why? Yes.. why? Why didn’t you said something? Because I was scared. But the most important thing. Let me put it this way. Even if knew it before the pandemic I realized why I love this. It’s not about win all the time. It’s just that feeling. To go to the pub.. to be at the stands.. or at home.. and see so many wonderful people. Just to be in a moment with people who share my passion. One day we scream ”YEEEEEAH!”.. and the next weekend we scream ”NOOOOO!” or just.. ”OH, COME ON!” It’s more than just a game. It’s like a family. I knew it all the time. It’s just so sad that a pandemic confirmed that feeling during 2020. That was the reason. That’s why I cried. And this year I’ll be back for the first time for many years. And one day I will go in to that bus again. I want to experience a game away from home with my local team again and get some nostalgic vibes. Even if it’s just for one last time. Because I’m happy and love life now. Home sweet home. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️⚽️⚽️⚽️⚽️⚽️👍👍👍👍👍🙂🙂😃😃😃 #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #kalmarff #kalmar #allsvenskan #fotbollsallsvenskan #mylocalteam #henrikrydström #kalmarsweden #sverige #sweden #svenskfotboll #guldfågelnarena #gfa Hammarby.. Kan inte vinna! HAMMARBY! KAN INTE VINNA!!! 🤭🤭🤭🤫🤫🤫