@ranee.esha

@ranee.esha

She/Her. 🏳️‍🌈 خیالات Emotional baggage. Thrissur, Kerala.

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@ranee.esha

What are you waiting for? Are you not tired of looking. At the same old door, the same old lock? It is rusted, tainted. Not the lock, your wailing hope. How many more graves will you dig for yourself? In hope that someone would place a trail of jasmine along your breasts. How many pieces of you did you bury? In hope that someone would come seeking in it's absence. How much time, how much time has passed? Since it shuddered, since it screamed. in agony, in affliction that multiplied. Was it last night? Or just moments ago when you set foot into the shower. Maybe you didn't notice. When you hid beneath the water. When it carressed and flowed in adornment of your pale half-buried scars. Oh, All that war. Maybe you forgot. Maybe you lost count. How many times would you knock on the same door until you know Until you know it is you on the other side. You have grown, since the last time You were in the shower, The last time you curled up on your bed, touched the wilted flowers And ran towards your torments. The door is ajar. My friend, I'll see you on the other side. [ A suicide note of an older self.]

@ranee.esha

ബേപ്പൂർ സുൽത്താൻ. ( 21 ജനുവരി 1908 - 5 ജൂലൈ 1994) Music: Eternity And A Day- By The Sea ( Eleni Karainderou) #art #animation #digitalart #illustration #drawings #artoftheday #artistsoninstagram #artwork #artist #illustrationartists #vaikommuhammadbasheer #writerscommunity #artistcommunity

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Justice; انصاف Justice is a forgotten taste One which brings One to their knees But never itself. Justice is colorblind There are no rainbows Only numbers On mint piece Of thin sullen paper. Justice weighs The rich and poor The powerful Serves none of its name To them deprived. Justice is a fetid food That rich feeds the poor To let the rich Feed on the poor. Justice is lathi On its own people A fickle joke On the voices that rise Justice should see Let man See Your worth, your right to call your home Your own. [In solidarity with artists, activists and humanity.] #Justice #right #freeallpoliticalprisoners #stopmanhunting #inquilab #writersofinstagram #writer #art #artistsoninstagram #artoftheday #writerscommunity #artistsupport #poetrymovement #voicesagainstviolence #vivalaresistance #indianjustice #antifascism

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Fragility writhe underneath Seeking ways to eat Skin and bones, mine As if I'm meant to wield To be devoured The hairs on my body curled further cowering behind Too tired of shame Of prejudiced gazes The bones in my shoulder Even sharper these days To let disguise To what eye sees- The polluted men I dress as thier concern [for women] Their eyes, their lynching eyes To prevent they say To be good they say Thier wicked hold vile touch To them I pledge My rebellious crescent For once cover, dress Your eyes not my body Your mind not my dreams. Music: Dil To Bachha Hai Ji - Ishqiya (2009) #poetry #poetrycommunity #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #art #artistsoninstagram # #ishqiya #rahatfatehalikhan #clintoncerejo

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"I am tired, tired of introducing myself to you." Rehna Sulthana in a Miyah poem called Mother. This was written when the dehumanising amendment of NRC was implemented in Assam. A large portion of Assamese Muslim community was listed out of the NRC which led to forceful migration of the people. Almost all of them were put into concentration camps which deprived them of basic needs. Rehna Sulthana's Poems along with others led to widespread movement which is known as The Miyah Poetry Movement. The use of language as resistance had created chaos that Rehna Sulthana was later booked for her activism. It is safe to say that our government is terrified of humanity, terrified of the young, terrified of unity, even of language. The language that speaks of our suffering, of justice.

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Lagoon Chill X Luminescence. Lagoon Chill just as any other beautiful composition of @sushintdt has severe entanglement with a world of luminescence. Explicitly, his compositions bare a touch of transcendence in every way possible. Music: Lagoon Chill by Sushin Shyam. #animation #drawing #art #artistsoninstagram #artoftheday #artwork #artistsillustrations #illustration #sushinshyam #jellyfish #illustrationartists #animated #womenillustration #womenillustration #artist

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October has not been kind It's days slower and nights longer It's windows blowing Colder winds and dead leaves. October has been cold And ruthless Like the aunties and uncles Who wants to marry me off Just so they could Gossip about the gold And precious cars My dad couldn't give as dowry To a guy with ego thinner Than my protruding collarbone October has been blue Like the texts I sent Which you never replied to Like the bottles of beer We shared the day You came to look At me one last time. October has unspoken Pieces of me Longing to die A painful death Which smells like The hollow yellow flowers That grows on walls Walls thick and impenetrable Like the ones I build Viciously, around me. [Wails of October.] #poetsofinstagram #poems #poetsociety #poetscommunity #poetry #deadpoetssociety #aesthetic #journals #writerscommunity #writer #writersofinstagram #writing #artistsoninstagram

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Mourning a lie. Last night I buried a lie And placed a flower On its gray grave And I spoke a few words In the remembrance Of its faithfulness to me I spoke about how It loomed like a shadow Every night over my shoulders Giving me a reason That weighed upon Like gravestones on body On a full moon night When the tides are heavier Seething, thrashing in glory Like cigerettes are to lips. Music- Trance Title track by @vinayakanofficial #aesthetic #animationart #digitalart #movingpictures #drawing #digitalillustration #artist #artoftheday #artistsoninstagram #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #wording #poems #writerscommunity #women #womenillustrators #womenillustration #trance #psychedelic

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Oru Parvaai X Starry Night. I found this stunning photographs of @sheethalbyshie & @saleem_bhaai taken by @flying_asplif_ I just couldn't fathom the fluidity of the image that struck the chord in me. I found a deeper connection to this one in particular. There is a fine line between beautiful and catastrophic. This one was catastrophic enough to open doors to reminiscence. Oru Paarvai means One look or one gaze. The irony is I can't stop gazing at this. Music: Prelude to Poland by the talented @tajdarjunaid #animation #drawing #illustration #illustrationartists #art #artistsoninstagram #illustrator #artist #artoftheday #artwork #artjournal #artistcommunity #aesthetic #womenpower #womenillustrators #vangogh #starrynightvangogh #adaptation

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I feel the sun rise and set A thousand times a minute. I drown into an oblivion. And another, and another. A minute is my favourite song Played three hundred times, Or as long as the horizon Stretching it's legs. Yesterday was another Minute I felt. Thousands of breathes At the nape of your neck, Another thousand shivers Placing a flower on your ear. Today I felt another. You picked a yellow flower Or was it a stone? You didn't place it on my ears Instead gently on my heart. And then I remembered Flowers are meant for the dead I remembered A minute had passed. [ Salvation in minute.] #journaling #writerofinstagram #writings #writingcommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #aesthetic #poet #art #arttherapy #therapy #scribble #cultivatedfool

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SHEER QORMA X ALMOND BLOSSOMS. "Through my film, we introduced a protagonist who uses terms like 'they, them and theirs'. We included the scene where the various characters speaks about being non-binary person in the trailer of the film, following which so many people told me that they did not know what a non-binary person is. I feel that it is the responsibility of a story teller make sure that we talk about these things, and open a dialogue." - Faraz Arif Ansari. Sheer Qorma, by Faraz Arif Ansari & produced by @marijkedesouza starring @azmishabana18 intends to bring about a ripple in this normative society by portraying non-binary characters played by @divyadutta25 and @reallyswara who chooses to embrace love that exists beyond their boundaries set by social moralities into the world of Cinema. A strive to bring about a change as well as to represent the community as an artist, a film maker and a story teller by @farazarifansari Sheer Qorma aspires to remind us all, Mohabbat Gunah Nahin hai. ( Love is not a sin.) @sheerqorma.thefilm #digitaldrawings #digitalillustration #artporn #art #arttherapy #artistsoninstagram #loveislove #lgbtq #cinema #lgbtqcommunity #lgbtq🌈 #pride #lgbtqcinema #lgbtally #sheerqorma #normaliselgbt #drawing #illustrator #womanempowerment #creativewomen #creativewomencommunity #womenillustration #womenillustrators

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Womanhood is as divine and all-powerful as the dawn that gives birth to life on earth. Woman is the Sun in itself omnipotent to give birth and furious enough to disintegrate the world. As is @rimakallingal who never fails to take a stand for woman, for humanity. An animation inspired from @rimakallingal 's Yamuna- A tribute to Womanhood, Beautifully Composed by @sreevalsanj Lady on Fire (3/3) #womanempowerment #feminism #womanhood #artporn #art #artistsoninstagram #aethetic #animationart #rimakallingal #digitalanimation #digitaldrawings #arttherapy #artcommunity

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Heart of Gold. I couldn't resist drawing this beautiful person once again. @par_vathy Music: Broken Ones-Hindi Zahra. @hindizahraofficial can't thank you enough for creating amazing music. App used: FlipaClip. ( There was some issues while I was exporting it into my gallery, it wasn't supporting 1x1 frame. So I had to screen record it, that is why you don't see the water mark there.) Lady on fire. (2/3) #animationart #animation #art #artporn #arttherapy #digitaldrawings #digitalillustration #womenillustration #womenempoweringwomen #womenempowerment #womenillustrators #digitalanimation #parvathythiruvoth #aesthetic #artistsoninstagram #feminism #feminist

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The foreseen blueness. A door slightly ajar. Once in a while light falls through A few seconds of breeze Caresses too. A window to escape, Before the demons take shape. But Umma always closes it shut. In the name of protection, of just. A promise of shield so fragile That she was taught as a child. I wouldn't doubt, the strength that flowed through every cell Valiantly surged. I guess we [women] are all trained by default To close doors than open them. I guess we are taught to crawl through than fly above I guess atleast some of us Stop and wait Before walking away. A door slightly ajar, Next time, I'll walk. For all I know, There will be no pause I'll run far. Music: Tajdar Junaid- The first year (2013) @tajdarjunaid Thank you @amnaabdulghafoor for introducing me to this beautiful music. #artoftheday #art #artistsoninstagram #artistic #aesthetic #animationart #firstattempt #digitaldrawings #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetry #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #womenillustrators #womenillustration

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We are all on a race. A race to be better, a race to make an image of ourselves. So many of us struggle to do what we do. We keep on trying and trying until it's worthy to show the world. We show what we want to become. And not what we were, we are. There's a lot of failure behind anything that we choose to show. Why aren't we showing what we went through to become what we want to. As far as I believe, it is the journey that inspires people. Not the destination. So here's a recent failure. I decided to paint one of @kashmirthroughmylens 's photographs. It did not turn out the way I wanted it to. But you know what, I love it. This photograph is a visual representation of Kashmir beautifully captured and blended with the line from Agha Shahid Ali's 'Farewell'. "I am being rowed through Paradise in a river of hell." - Farewell, Agha Shahid Ali. This is both an inspiration from @kashmirthroughmylens photographs and my eternal love for Agha Shahid Ali. #failtobecomebetter #painting #inspiration #drawing #artoftheday #art #aesthetic #artistsoninstagram #arttherapy #poetry

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"In the 21st century, women have an equal place in this man's world. We're now very progressive. We give birth to girls only to teach them to become independent young women with dreams and desires, we subtly condition them to be good home makers and mothers, and then we let them play this game, unaware of how it's going to destroy them. We carefully place them in places and situations where they seek approval in a toxic environment and we spit on their ambitions, curb their dreams, limit their bodies, abuse their ability to express themselves, restrict their growth, control their clothes, insult their pain', demand their respect and remind them, of how they'll never be good enough for our families and sons. In the 21st century, we don't burn our brides anymore, instead we set their soul on fire. " - Saloni Chopra. @salonichopraofficial Lady On Fire series (1/3) #feminism #feminist #empowerment #empoweringwoman #freedom #destroypatriarchy #illustrator #portaitdrawing #drawing #digitaldrawings #digitalart #digitalillustration #inspiration #artoftheday #art #arttherapy #artistsoninstagram #aesthetic #creativewomencommunity #womenillustrators

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How often is a man ridiculed for sharing his emotions? Why is that his emotions is in relation to his masculinity? Masculinity is not a definition/feature restricted to man. It isn't aggression nor muscles. It has nothing to do with biceps, abs or how many counts of pull ups you can do. And masculinity is definitely not beating the fuck out of the women around you nor it is the number of woman you have fucked. Masculinity is getting in touch with your inner emotions. It is crying when you feel miserable, seeking help when you lose hope. It is the feeling of strength not just physically but mentally as well. It is respecting people around you for their choices, opinion and perceptions. Women can feel masculine at time. And men can be feminine too. It is sickening that how our society has set up standards which ironically has nothing standard about it. Normalising feminine men and masculine woman is not a special trait. You are not special or above than those that do not approve of feminine men. It is like a man saying that he "allows" his wife to work. Nobody is in charge of anyone's choice of gender, opinions, or how a man or a woman must feel. Normalise gender expression. Destroy the fuck out of patriarchy and gender roles. Speak up. . . . . . . Collaboration with @g.11_6 #digitaldrawings #digitalillustration #destroygenderroles #drawing #artoftheday #art #arttherapy #artistsoninstagram #digitalart #femininemen #feminism #masculinity #masculinewomen #mentalhealthmatters #genderexpression #againstgenderroles

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An open letter of apology to anyone I have wronged. I struggle with the Littlest of things. From getting up from bed to making an art. It is not easy. Every piece of art is hours and hours of stress, overthinking and fighting to make myself useful. I feel the tiniest of emotions immensely. Some say it is a gift. But it is not. It is a curse. To dwell on everything much more than it should is a curse. A curse I live with every day. It becomes difficult to be alone with myself. The constant criticism and self sabotaging takes a toll beyond measure. It is not easy to be with someone with mental illness. I disappear from time to time, don't text back, I fail at the simplest task like smiling back, I do not check up on my friends. It is disheartening to think they could be thinking less of me. Maybe it is because of that that I have been losing people than gaining them. I am struggling to be better than what I am. It takes time but I will be better. Some days, I lose this battle. Some days I drown myself, too tired to fight. But I am not going to stop. This isn't an excuse to an inconsiderate behaviour. But I want you to know why I have been, if I haven't been good to you. We concentrate so much on learning that we forget about unlearning. We are all flawed. There will always be something bad in us. In the deepest darkest corner. And so it is important to unlearn. If you are unkind, arrogant, sadistic, inexpressive, mean, then UNLEARN. take one step at a time. One person at a time. Unlearn anything that makes you inhumane. Anything that makes you less of what you really are. The world, the people needs the best of us. It is okay to be tired. It is okay to lie down for a while. But make sure that you get up. Make sure you fight for yourself. We are all together in this battle. Yours, Someone whose tired of being tired. . . . #journaling #mentalhealthmatters #mentalillness #artoftheday #arttherapy #artistsoninstagram #digitaldrawings #digitalillustration #digitalart #selfportrait #drawing #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #writings

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MOOTHON / GEETU MOHANDAS. Love is love and we don't get to choose who we fall in love with. Love is sad, tragic and even brutal when it isn't according to social construct. It is disheartening to think about how many beautiful lives have been lost. Moothon by Geetu Mohandas is a tragic story portraying lives of those who loved beyond the primitive constructs of the society. It shows how pain and loss can steer a person to a worst self. Surely, Love is healing. If only. The movie is open ended, which is left for the imagination and interpretation of the viewers. It is undoubtedly a piece of art with raw, unfiltered emotions. Each scene painted to bring out the beauty of love, brutality of loss and the journey in search. Each charecter in the film is significant and crucial to its elements and has outperformed their abilities. A beautiful bold stroke by Geetu Mohandas. . . . . . . . . . @geetu_mohandas @nivinpaulyactor @roshan.matthew @iamsanjana.dipu #digitaldrawings #digitalillustration #digitalart #illustration #artoftheday #art #artistsoninstagram #aesthetic #aestheticart #compilation #nivinpauly #geetumohandas #moothon #moothonmovie

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COLD/MESS X VAN GOGH. Cold/Mess by Prateek Kuhad is an unimaginably raw and sad song with aesthetically beautiful frames. It brings about a journey of love and passion of two that ends with sorrow and grief. Every single word in the lyrics found its way into me from the very first time I heard the song. Ever since then, Cold Mess has warmed me in the most soothing way. Even though the song does not end in happiness, it has a certain element which makes us crave for an unbelievable passion with someone lost or someone to come. It captures the beauty of love and heartbreak over time. I always go back to Cold Mess when in hopes of love. And when I am lost, in search of footprints people left behind. "Just don't play sad songs when I leave." "I won't." . . . . . . . . . @prateekkuhad @jimsarbhforreal @zyhssn #digitaldrawings #digitalillustration #digitalart #artoftheday #arttherapy #artistsoninstagram #aesthetic #aestheticframes #coldmess #beautifulframes #vangogh #compilation #vangoghcolours #jimsarbh #zoyahussain #prateekkuhad #aestheticsongs #drawings

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Every room in my home reeks. One of despair, one of solitude, One of vodka, and one of honey dew. And I fear soon one of them will reek Of history repeating itself. Of betrayal to mother. Of the familiar coldness. Of bright red paint. And one of the will reek Of tears. Of the life I never knew. Of the words I never said. Of my voice none heard. And one will reek above all. The one of vodka. Even after I dissolve. The one of vodka. Until the others reek Of bright red blood. . . . . . . . . [ Seeing red.] #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #portaitdrawing #journaling #mentalhealthmatters #poetry #digitaldrawings #digitalillustration #digitalart #selfportrait #therapy #arttherapy #aethetic #artoftheday #artistsoninstagram

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It is highly unlikely that I am perceived as a woman. I do not display any sign of femininity. I have been constantly shamed And ridiculed on how I look less of a woman. Everyone new still asks me which school I go to Or why I do not dress like a woman, Why I do not wax my arms and legs, Why I do not wear makeup. There are times that I feel more masculine than feminine. And there are times I feel just the opposite. I am skinny, my bones stick out. I have hairs all over my body. That I once used to be disgusted of. I am brown, I am scarred. I am not curved, I am flawed. And I have never felt more woman. Now more than ever. . . . . . . . . . . . . [ A step towards self-love.] #artoftheday #artistsoninstagram #digitalart #digitaldrawings #digitalillustration #selflove #selfportrait #bodyhair #feminist #selfworth #portaitdrawing #journaling #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #mentalhealth #normalisebodyhair

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A book sits by my bedside for how long, I'm not sure. There's a sunflower field somewhere in the corner of my mind gathering dust, untouched. I know there are monsters under my bed, feeding off of me. But I don't move, numbness holds hostage. All I see is a ceiling plain and grey, no light. For how long, I don't know. I've lost count. I wish you would come, sunshine. Oh how I crave, To bloom for none but one. But I know, death will come sooner. . . . . . . . . . . . [ Absence of the sun.] #writersofinstagram #nikonphotography #nikond3100 #writingcommunity #portrait #poetrycommunity #portraitphotography #poetry #poetsofinstagram #casiovintage #casioindia #sunflower #journaling #selfportraitphotography #picsart #snapseedindia #aesthetic #aestheticphotography

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A brave new world needs a whole more of you. In strength and in power of yourself. Thrive, fight for your voice to be heard. A brave new world needs more of the art that is you. I was always criticised or rather mocked for the feminist in me. I had to undergo numerous sessions of intervention whenever I pointed out that I need no man to validate my existence. To have understood the meaning of feminism is enlightenment in itself. To strongly believe that there is injustice to women in every single ground and speak out against them takes courage. Parvathy Thiruvothu is a wonderful human being who never failed to do so. The tremendous amount of commitment she puts into her talent as well as being an amazing human being leaves me awestruck. . . . . @par_vathy the world needs more of you. #art #artistsoninstagram #feminism #feminist #digitalart #inspiration #womenempoweringwomen #artoftheday #artistic #digitaldrawings #firstattempt #moodygram_kerala #aesthetic #snapseedindia #portraitdrawings

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ഞങ്ങടെ ഡോൺ. ദി ഉടായിപ്പ്. 🌷 . . . . . . . . . ഒരുപാട് ഇഷ്ടം. @__udayipp__

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കണ്മണി. You were always there. Ready to hand me a rainbow everytime I walked into a rainstorm, ready to cushion my fall, ready to soften every blow life threw my way. Thank you, hon. 🌼